Spring changes every thing, and every body.

It is amazing what a little sunlight, and warmth can do to living creatures.

All harm those criminal elite rulers and their corporate thugs did to all of us, and the world, seems far away, when you enjoy those lifegiving rays of the springsun. The birds, the animals, people, all seem happy, and imediately take it for granted, as if this would be forever. Always makes me smile.



Do not play their game.

The mindcontrol of late is very sophisticated. Fear is the main ingredient to move the masses toward their slaughter.


Not many people understand how they are manipulated into working their whole life, just to be able to pay their debts.


Better die standing up, than living on your knees.


The making of mistakes, is the only state in which you really learn.

You must make yourself able to see (a) mistake(s) you make, and admit them, to be able to understand what exactly you did wrong. How to fix that mistake, is another thing…

To refer to this, people read a blog i wrote, liked it, and commented on posts, using a phones keyboard with big fingers. It looks like how a drunk speaks.. 😉

But i can see the same wrong keystrokes i experience when i type with a small keyboard, so i understand what is written, and i love the first posts/replies on something i wrote.. ❤

The replies were marked spam by akismet. There were also links to websites at the end of the reply. And i removed the links, but i do not know why i did it. I did not change the text, or corrected any wrong keystrokes… Why did i remove he links? I have no real clue…

I tried to undersand why these replies were marked spam. They were a few days old, before they were noticed by me, as i am not as deep ‘into the blog’, as i would like i was…

Because the bloggerapparatus, also, is a kind of magic. And can be very powerful magic, if used the right way, and i want to use it the right way, i want to learn how i have to do it, and why, because i am in need to reach many people that want to stand by me, knowing i am the defender of truth and freedom, and completely genuine.

So, i want to see the mistakes i make, fix them, and preferably not make the same mistake twice. Sometimes, however, it is unavoidable to make the same mistake again, when the answer i thought was right, was not.

There is no shame in the making of mistakes. When we are children, we play, we experiment, we learn: We climb, we fall down, we get up again, as many times as is necessary to learn how to walk, climb, run, you name it. Cut yourself some slack. There has to be room for mistakes. We are not perfect gods yet, we are learning gods.

We must be aware of the mistakes we make, if we don’t, we will not be able to escape the circles that try to contain us, and we will not be able to move on.

There were replies to a post, i did not know existed. How did that post get there? So i suspect, i got help. I liked the way that post worked, looked like magic.. ❤

I hope my mistake, to remove the links, if that was a mistake, will not gain me ungrace.

And then there was also an url behind my name, that did point to an old turkish page, which has nothing to do with me at all. I thought changing it to the right url would correct that, but it did not…

So, as you all can see, nobody knows everything, but together we know more. Everybody has a unique knowledge, which makes every person useful. We are all useful, because of what we know, and can do. And i want to be a person who is able to make you see your own value. In oposite to governments, who only want to make us feel small. I want my readers feel the love that ignites the appreciation of yourself, love yourself for who you are.. ❤


And there they were: Ads.

If you don’t have money, ads will keep things going on.

So, don’t let yourself be distracted by them. It is just the money they stole from us, that make us watch those stupid advertisements. Be aware what they realy represent, what they realy do: Keep us believing their world is real. But it is not. It is the most unreal world ever existed, completely fake, useless. Destroying all that is really im portant: Your ability to look throught it.


What is it we, people, really, truly want?

What do we truly want?

Is it a car? Food? Or a home? A wife, or a girlfriend? Or some gadget? A pc, perhaps?

None of the above!

The above is what is used by the elite rulers to let us buy into their shit. They want us to keep buying, because if we do not get what we want, we will have to keep buying, to fulfill this need to be satisfied.

What we really, truly need, is very very simple:
We want to be useful, that is all.

When we understand this, we do not have to buy all the meaningless rubbish, we don’t need anymore. We can save our money, or better: We don’t have to chase money any longer! Because if we don’t have to buy, we don’t need money. In other words: The less money we need, the less we have to sell our valuable time.

Take your time to realize this. ❤



A week no thing happened as expected…

I am sure everybody experiences times when things just do not go as we like them to do.

Sometimes, the unexpected knocks at our door, and influence from ‘outside’ enters our realm. And when that happens, every thing can change. Bad things can happen, good things can happen, or a combo of both… This is a time when we discover there is more to life than conditioning, and habits. That we become involved in life itself, wetter we like it or not…

For me and my family, last week was such a week. There is no telling what exactly happened first, as it all seemed to happen at the same time… Like a wind of change, blowing through our expectations…

As we all are unique persons, we all respond differently to ‘change’… For those that don’t like surprises, it is a disturbing event, when things are going ‘out of control’, to others, the more adventurous, change is a welcome distraction.

I myself am very comfortable with the phenomenon, and welcome it with open arms, and despite the fact, that some changes are not exactly the changes i would have choosen, these things make me feel connected , and very much alive…

And when i compare my own faith to that of some others, i praise myself blessed. I do not ‘posses’ many things, or money, but somehow, life provides its every needs. Because i am here, the life for me exists, and the only thing i have to do, is find, and follow my own path. I admit, sometimes it is not easy to find, or stay on the path, but always when i do, i know: This is the way it has to be.

So, my advice to all that might read this: Know who you are, and stay on your path. ❤




Old habits die hard…

I notice habits are not easy to change.

But habits condition you. Which blinds you from reality. Habits are an obstacle if you want to be free. Habits imprison you in routine, which takes the sparkling out of life. Imagination, however, can bring those sparkles back in less then a minute! When we were children, we played with imagination, and what we wanted to see was real for us. When we were children, the world we experienced could be intense. Every day was new, the promises were glowing in the halfdark, filled with creatures, and fantasy animals.. Magical!

I write, because i am compelled to…

No day’s energy is the same as the previous one…

Sometimes it seems the world of ‘them’ is catching up with my shadow…

When that is, i have to concentrate, and pull a cloaking spell over my shadow again.

Because i know they hunt, and if they find me, they want to take everything from me. I know this, because that happened to me several times. And i can fight, but then i play their game, and even if i win, i loose. Quietly, over time, ‘psycho-path’ has invaded all. The Bankingsystem, well, we know, we should tear down the whole system, and start with another set of rules. The government has given in to bribes and corruption, and this should vanish also. Smallminded people, with very big ego’s have taken over the world, and care only about themselves. Adicted to power and money. Now they have usurped all the wealth and power, they think they own the place, and act like that. They start judging what would be best. There are too many people, that is true. But they are all me too. So how to decide who must die? They have set a goal. 2030. The worldpopulace has to be reduced with 95%. The greedy ones, have taken all the chances from the people. All the money, the opportunity, all gone. Next to that, they bomb us with chemicals, sprayed over our heads, from airplaines.

That is their game. And i won’t play it. Because in my world, it is not like that. Sure, all money and opportunity has been reduced drasticly, but we switch into survival mode, and another set of skills, and everything changes to Indigenous, sort of.

Magic does not have to be bad.

The intention of the people who use it, make it bad.

My dear reader, if you really want to learn, forget all you think you know.

And most of all, forget what you did not experience yourself. You have to create an open mind, to be able understand the real workings and meaning of all things. This can be done by being very honest with yourself, and become the child again, that is curious without becoming tired. Love yourself, and foremost, your inner child, because that is the connection between the Magic of Life, and yourself. Stop pretending to know things you don’t, but learn what you always wanted to now. Don’t take life, and anything in it for granted, ever.


Injustice and Corruption.

Many of todays leaders excel in abuse of power, intolerance, and dealing in injustice.

All are mad for power and money, real addicts, so to say. Which makes them corrupt, and in competition, who has the most. They are only in it for themselfs, and choose to forget what their real function was.

And the people? Well the people suffer… Government sweeps away their rights, and takes all their time and money in the proces. Their leaders lie, steal and cheat. Was it different in another time? I guess not, but it was not as openly and excessive as it is today: Without any shame they wreck you, without any cause, and refuse to pay the damage: They say: It is your own fault. Like what happened to me and my family. The most unfair is that they block the way to dissagree! Pure dictatorship! Totalitair regime! The way we are governed has nothing to do with the will of the people, it destroys the people.


I want to tell my story in this blog, because when treated with injustice in this way, like our future completely devastated, without any cause, is very hard to bear. If i would be guilty of any crime, i could understand, but my innocence has been proven during many trials, and only the height of the compensation should have been negotiated. But instead, they turned me down, because my case was not publicly known, so it could be swept under the table very easy.

This however is not my idea of justice. It is abuse of power, and the unwillingness to pay for the mistakes made during ‘the investigation’. Me and my family had to pay for many many years, for other peoples mistakes: The careless destruction of my crops, a special kind of hemp, designed to clean the air of CO2. It costed me eight years to develop this species, and this harvest would be the motherseed for my entire business. In total, a loss of almost $ 2,5 million. I would have settled for 20%.


In this blog, i want to tell my story, because my heart keeps screaming for justice, the unfairnes of how i am treated gnaws at my soul, my whole being wants something done about it.

So attempts are  made to make my case public, and to build a platform to stand on, when trying to reopen the case. My hopes are that friends and acquaintances come and stand by me when the hour of the truth arrives.

Surely the governments investigations into my person would have contributed to the refusal of paying their debt, because in their eyes they would fund an opponent. But i have been blind all the tiime. I was convinced that at the top, the Judges would be fair and honest, but the opposite turned out to be the case.


The promise of a compensation kept us going on during the long years of the trials: We were convinced that truth would prevail, and justice would be done. How grave a mistake that was. How could i think that the government would admit there had been made mistakes, and the damage had to be paid? All judges however, found that the government had to pay, because there was nothing i had done wrong, everything i had done was according the law. But where the real power laid, the high court, was a conspiracy between the judge that would view my case, and the lawyers of the state: Government went into cassation, when she was convicted to pay the damage, said there were made mistakes during the procedure of the trial, and that those judges should not have convicted the government. I suppose, the judge of the high court, and the lawyers of the state had a private affair about how this case should end, as it was obvious, the judge of the high court had not read the files, because if he had, there could not have been another outcome, then to compensate the damage that was done, without any cause, and completely unnecessary.

I had not been notified of the intention to ruin my crops, because the police ‘thought’ the field belonged to someone else, and the plants were drugs. So they did not even know the plants belonged to me, neither did they know the plants were to produce seed. This all, while the person who looked after the field told them it was i, and not him that owned the plants, and that they were to produce seed, and he showed them a notice with my name, address and phone number, and the name, address and phone number of my legal advisor, who lived nearby, with the request to turn to my advisor in case of uncertainties.

I could not know, these cops were that stupid, they could not even pick up a phone, so they decided to destroy the whole crops, while there were about 3 weeks to go before the harvest… Plenty of time. The field was destroyed in the first 15 minutes of the investigation. Without checking the evidence found on the spot. This happened back in 1998.

A dream, and eight years of work down the drain, in less than a quarter of an hour.


Thank you police research team, for not doing research, and destroying a families future. Very careless.